DS

Bounced and archived.

No more

I.WILL.NOT.FALL.

On this day

...broken.

A distant 1994

Farewell to S.W.

Nostalgia

What T. W. did in "It's alright with me" was crazy. But enchanting.

The similarities

Didn't realize until last night the similarities between you and you, the part about not wanting to let go, and about not being able to be true to oneself...

The break-up

i broke it up; it's hard to believe, but i just did.

Sometimes you wonder why things happen and why break-ups take place. Well, here comes the moment of truth: People had enough...or thought they did. In the latter case, what they do is try to make up. So...human beings break up, make up, break up, make up...until they are tired of it?

If it is hard in a virtual world, it's gotta be even more difficult in reality.

i like you

Perhaps some day you will realize that...in the weirdest sense, i like you, not as some quiet drop of morning dew on a maple leaf that, before the first ray of sunlight settles in, ceases to be.

...but...as a true friend. More or less.

Some confession

So this is what they call...one lie after another.

The Victim

You thought you suffered, and were a victim in this whole thing. In the absolute spin of your own universe, your sacrifice was the ultimate truth.

But you didn't realize where you stood (back then) in reality. You were, as a matter of fact, already standing on the edge of the cliff. On the contrary to your belief, there was no intention at all, no one ever had, of pushing you off that cliff.

No, you were not a victim. In order to be one, there had to be an arch enemy. The presence of a victim requires that of monsters which impose the undesired cruelty. Where were they when you fell?

She did not step in; he did not choose you.